I don't know what to tell you. I fell in love with a Persian (Iranian) woman. I loved her so deeply that I thought I would die right along with her the day she did. She and I only had four years, but in that time we loved a lifetime's worth. I never believed in true love until I met this woman, but I have never had a moment's doubt since then. She asked me to surrender to her completely and with great trepidation I did. This was complete surrender to love... to put her first in my life always. She took better care of me than I ever took care of myself.

Today I would wish sooo much to have just one afternoon with her to tell her that I am alright and to make sure that she realizes how much I loved and still love her. It has been more than two years since she died, and I am just beginning a relationship with a new woman. I can share myself now because the best of my Persian lives on in my heart... she is a part of my spirit because of all that she gave to me and taught me. I really believe that my Persian brought this new lady into my life. There is an old native american belief that if you burn a letter that you write to a departed loved one the spirits will deliver it. So I wrote a letter to my Persian telling her that I was not doing so good and that I needed help. It was soon after this that I crossed paths with my new lady and now we are slowly falling in love. She is so like my Persian and yet so different that I think the two of them would have been good friends.

Yeah... I think true love can exist. It is a leap of faith and a crazy wish that both have to believe in with all their hearts... but it is very, real and transcends time and space.



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